by admin | Mar 29, 2020 | Uncategorized
Soul expansion is a crazy, sexy, wild fucking ride.
If you’ve ever experienced it on any level, you know exactly what I mean.
New insights happen over night and you literally wake up a different person.
Things that once held you back and plagued your mind no longer have any power over you. It’s like they simply vanished (along with the old self you shed the night before!)
And one day you just realize that this whole expansion thing?….It’s never ending.
You hit one high and you think that’s the top of the mountain and then you realize that it’s actually the bottom of another higher pinnacle.
This is the time for rapid transformation. The energy that is filling the Souls of millions of people right now is elevating this planet so quickly it is literally making my body feel like it’s filled with electricity.
I have had this experience before. I know that this will become my new norm. But right now my body can’t even handle the new frequency that is pulsing through it.
It feels exhilarating and overwhelming at the same time. My mind wants to know what to do with all of this and my Soul keeps lovingly reminding me that I don’t need to figure it out right now.
I’ve been told (Soul convo) that the vision for my life is too big to hand over to me right now. I just need to take it one step at a time. And that excites me and ALSO overwhelms me a little bit too!
Because I still have that nagging voice that asks if I’m capable. It tries to defeat me with ideas that it’s so far off and unreachable.
But my soul reminds me that it is NOW. It is happening. This shift is not something that I’m preparing for. It is something I’m participating in.
I’m choosing to say YES, no matter how ready or not ready I feel. Who has EVER felt completely ready before they took that leap? Nobody!
Why? Because transformation means stepping into someone your ego can’t recognize right now. You have to trust the vision and calling of your Soul. You have to just be willing to show up and do whatever you’re guided to do often without knowing what the final result will be.
And have you noticed too, that it often doesn’t even make sense? Or in hindsight the lesson was quite different than the one you thought it was?
Expansion and BEcoming is a brain-scramble! So if your head feels messy, uncertain, or confused, GUESS WHAT?
THAT’S A GREAT SIGN!
It means you’re entering into unknown territory. And THAT is the place where this rapid transformation that I’m talking about takes place.
But if you didn’t know that that’s what was happening…you might run in the opposite direction. You might run back to your safety zone where it’s comfortable and easy.
So I’m here to remind you that whatever is coming up for you, it is coming up to serve you.
These small, limited patterns of thinking will not survive the next level you.
So you either have to stay with them (not recommended) or decide to let them go.
And the only way you can let them go is to become aware of them.
Do you get it? Can you see?
The fact that you are feeling all this overwhelm, fear, maybe even sheer terror is a gift! THANK YOU UNIVERSE!
Now what is your choice?
HANG ON OR RELEASE?
Well I know damn well what your choice is. YOU choose release and ride this wild ride!
YOU choose to expand, evolve, transform.
You’re done with the playing small and existing in the suffocating world that you have outgrown.
You are here to usher in the new awakening.
So you must do the work first.
Congratulations beauty! I honor your brevity.
This is not the path of the uncertain.
This is not the path of the “maybe I’ll give it a try”.
You must go all in, commit, and don’t stop until forever.
The ride is an eternal one. With constant new levels of awakening.
Isn’t it brilliant and beautiful!
I wouldn’t have it any other way!
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by admin | Mar 27, 2020 | Uncategorized
There are days when I have hits left and right on inspired thoughts and ways to serve my people.
I feel in flow, thoughts come, then more, then even more until I feel completely unstoppable.
I LOVE being used as a channel for Source to express His Divine message that wakes you up and calls you to be more. It lights me up….it’s like oxygen to me.
So on the days when I feel blank, I’m not super excited to say the least.
It takes personal commitment to show up and start typing or talking and it feels choppy and weird and completely full of effort (which is the opposite of flow) and my mind just wants to show me every reason why I should just stop now, while I’m ahead.
But I know that the only way to get to that inspiration, some days, is to allow the empty feeling to just be (without judging it) and show up anyway.
When I show up, I can trust and know that God meets me where I am.
So here I am, a complete blank slate with nothing to say but the willingness to be a channel and asking God to use me to deliver whatever it is that my corner of the world needs to hear.
I drop into my heart, and ask with interest, “God, direct my path and be the thoughts and words along the way. I let go of my agenda and my need for anything to look a certain way. If it were left up to me, I’d probably fuck it up pretty good, so I’m going to turn things over to You and trust that exactly what needs to come through will.”
And then I let go. I just stay available and keep going and fully trust and expect that it will come. And if it doesn’t, that’s okay too because I’ve already surrendered what this is all supposed to look like.
I immediately feel better. Surrender always makes me feel better. My need to control and make things happen is never pretty.
And that feeling is all I need for now. Free. Giving. Available. No agenda. Just presence.
And then I realize, maybe this empty space is actually the thing I needed. Maybe I’m supposed to spend time in the space of the unknown. Maybe the realization is that sometimes I will wait and wait longer and wait some more. And that IS the lesson.
Here’s what I know for sure. Everything is here to serve me. Everything in this Universe supports me and my Soul’s journey to awaken and wake up other beautiful souls along the way.
So if I’m here as a blank slate with nothing really to say, than that is serving me in the most profound way. It gives me room to expand. There is no noise in the silence. I become aware of the bigness of God and my part in His calling.
It connects me to that Source and reminds me that I AM THAT.
There is nothing for me to do. Only to be a vessel. Empty out. Release.
Being a channel for Life isn’t always easy. It would be amazing if you could just set the intention one day to surrender and be used and everything just showed up in that moment and every moment so that no questions ever came up to challenge you.
But that was never Life’s promise. Life promised to give us everything that we need. Not everything that we think we want.
And while I believe that our SOUL receives everything that It wants, that often looks much different than what WE think it’s supposed to.
The spiritual path to awakening is not easy. It takes you moving into a part of you that you don’t know and can’t recognize yet. It takes faith, and surrender, and complete trust even when you have no guarantees and even when it looks quite different than you expected. (I expected to have some brilliant, life-changing, earth-shattering message to share with you today….which I actually am sharing, but it looks nothing like I expected! AND…I trust that this is exactly what YOU needed today too.)
As a channel for Truth, you just don’t get to choose when it comes, what it looks like, and how others receive it.
It is only up to you to decide to be a willing channel or not.
I say yes everyday. No matter what.
Because it is the Life in my veins.
It fuels me, fulfills me, energizes me, inspires me, fills me with joy.
It is what I have been called to BE.
And if you have been called to be a channel, that is all you get to decide too. To allow or not.
But is that really actually a choice?
It’s like giving you a choice to breathe or not. If you want to live, you breathe.
So breathe.
BE.
ALLOW.
And you will always, always, ALWAYS receive exactly what it is you needed.
EMPTY. ALLOW. REPEAT.
by admin | Mar 24, 2020 | Uncategorized
You Aren’t Overwhelmed, Afraid, or Intimidated By What’s Going On In the World
This message is for YOU. The change-maker, the opportunity-grabber, the lets-take-our-heads-out-of-our-ass-and-seize-the-moment’er.
This message is for YOU. The one who is being called for MORE. The one who wants to see our planet awaken and have a massive part in that movement.
You aren’t scared. You know that this time has come as a divine appointment. You realize what most just can’t see in the face of adversity.
You feel the pull and the calling upon your Soul to rise up like never before and put aside your fears and what limited thinking you have left and take some massive action to step into the work you’ve been called into.
You know that God always has a plan and what seems like disaster to our human minds is a shaking awake and a calling into expansion.
YOU KNOW!
I see you too.
I see you declaring this and leaning into it and getting excited about it.
I read your posts about the potential and possibilities for those who want to help change the vibration of this planet and Her people.
I am inspired and uplifted by so many of you who are driven more than ever to get over your shit and just EXPAND NOW.
EXPAND overnight…not over time.
EXPAND into greatness like it was a seed planted in your soul and it has not only sprouted but shot up exponentially—like a bamboo shoot that has been cultivated for years, developing the deepest root system so that it could support the massive and almost-instantaneous growth it was destined to have in a matter of days, not months or years.
EXPAND into your LIMITLESSNESS and thrive in every effing way—not because you need any of that stuff to make you happy, but because it’s an example of what living in total flow actually looks like.
EXPAND into the YOU that you have been hearing speak to you at night, feeling the tug at your heart daily, and despite all your best efforts at ignoring, “not-now’ing”, “maybe someday’ing”, “who-am-I’ing?”, has now wacked you over the head and demands to come alive within you.
OOOHhhhhhhh yes….you hear it. You feel it. You cannot SHUT HER DOWN.
And honestly…
You don’t even want to anymore, do you?
You have felt the pain of denial for wayyyyy too long.
You’re ready to face the fear because it has to be easier than dealing with the ache of not doing anything about it.
It almost took a time where the rest of the world responded in fear and contraction for you to remember: “Shit! I AM different. I am called to help shine light on this world and remind people what we are all made of! PEOPLE NEED ME!”
You are my tribe. My people.
I feel you. I hear you. I see you.
I have SUCH deep appreciation for you.
Not everyone is like us.
Not everyone has been called to make a change/impact the world.
Not everyone has the desire to rise up, do the work, and transform from the inside out, get over her shit, and grab their sisters and brothers by the hand to remember their excellence in whatever way that looks for you.
I applaud you for answering that call.
I congratulate you for listening to your Soul.
I bow to your courage.
It isn’t easy.
The path you have chosen (or better stated: the path that has chosen you) is the path of the elite, the strong, the fighter.
And you are ready.
No. You are not scared, afraid, fearful.
You are coming alive.
Let me know in the comments if THIS IS YOU!
by admin | Mar 18, 2020 | Uncategorized
What are you actually waiting for?
Do you want to feel completely confident and certain that everything is going to work out your way before you step into the life you’ve been called to live?
Are you still just doing the inner work, processing your energy, aligning and realigning, and aligning again until you feel it in your bones?
I’m a HUGE proponent for the inner work (it’s what I base my coaching/healing on) but without actually stepping into life with faith and trust that God is going to come through for you, all that work is wasted.
Busting through the fear requires making a decision and actually going for it.
Faith without action is dead! (bible scripture)
And actually, if you really think about it, faith without action really isn’t faith, no is it?
Because faith means believing that what you want is a done deal. It means that you’re trusting God to follow through on His promise to bless you abundantly with all that your heart desires. So if you TRULY do believe that, WHAT WOULD YOU DO RIGHT NOW THAT YOU AREN’T YET DOING?
You see, you have to live into the life You envision. And when I say You, I mean YOU….the You that doesn’t question your worth, your abilities, your skills, your smarts.
You….the Larger version of you. The invisible you. The unshakable, infinite, broader, wiser, limitless You.
That is the You that you want to tune into.
And live from THERE.
What does that look like to you?
What is your soul revealing to you that you aren’t willing to look at right now because it’s too big? Too intimidating? Too scary?
Well my love, that is the exact place you should be stepping into right now.
At least if you want to be thriving!
And I know you do.
I know you’re sick and tired of playing small and things not working out for you.
I know that you desire to live a guided life that feels passionate, on fire, and perfectly aligned with feeling damn good.
But let me remind you.
The reason why you get so lit TF up over this vision for your life is because your SOUL is calling you to it.
You wouldn’t get so excited if it weren’t possible.
You wouldn’t get so excited if it weren’t already done!
So just relax for one hot minute and stop obsessing over when, or if, or how things will happen.
If you aren’t moving in the direction of that version of You, all the obsessing in the world (along with all the energy work and mindset work) isn’t going to get you there.
You have to put one foot in front of the other and walk…no run…into the picture that inspires you the most.
You do not wait.
When did you ever think that waiting would get you to where you wanted to go?
Oh yea. That was your small self.
Well you’re letting her dictate your life.
And the longer you wait to just GO, the harder it will be to get off your ass and actually do the thing.
And if you’re ok with settling for small and mediocre, keep doing what you’re doing.
But there will come a time in your life when that just doesn’t cut it.
When the pain of not reaching your full potential pulls you so strongly you literally have no choice.
It’s either die or move.
Because when you’re settling, you’re slowly dying.
You feel that, don’t you?
You know what slowly dying feels like, don’t you?
Because you’re living it in some way right now.
You want to believe that you’re tuned into abundance, passion, love, purpose, bigness, expansion…
But you aren’t fully living it.
You have done the pre-work and now it’s time to put some skin in the game.
Now it’s time to actually say YES to God, and meet Him halfway.
His door is always open; now you must open yours.
Do you trust that God is on your side?
Do you believe that you actually have what it takes to live into your greatness?
Do you know that you are supported, loved, and provided for?
Do you understand that prosperity is your birthright?
THEN PROVE IT!
Now it’s go time! What will you do right now to demonstrate your faith? What is it that your soul is guiding you to say yes to? Say yes, take action, and witness your life transform into something you can’t even identify from where you’re standing because the vision is so big and amazing that your ego is blinded by it.
I love you!
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I can’t begin to explain how out of my mind excited I am about this program!
AHHHHH!!! I’m so lit up, on fire, and EXCITED ABOUT THIS!!!!
I couldn’t even sleep…I was typing feverishly on my laptop…
I CANNOT WAIT to share with you THE AMAZING PROGRAM that was birthed!
Here’s what’s up….
I get it.
You’re sick and tired of things not working out for you.
You’re sick of knowing exactly what to do but still not seeing what you want manifest into your reality.
You’ve had enough of hearing other people’s success stories while you lay awake at night wondering when your life will change into one you love.
You just feel dissatisfied overall….nothing is really enough because you’re constantly focused on what hasn’t yet manifested.
You would love to know how to let go of the relentless efforting and striving to make things happen while at the same time trusting that God has your back.
You’re exhausted over the struggle and striving, and surrender feels like a brilliant idea, but “HOW” is the running theme in your head.
Guess what…
You get to give up the struggle of “trying to make things” happen while STILL being supported by God in receiving your true hearts desires.
You don’t have to witness more time passing by before you get to enjoy life FULLY. 
You can stop feeling like shit. 
You can drop into a fully surrendered life where you are completely guided and experiencing genuine FLOW every day.
Here’s how I know:
After 10 years of manic manifesting and trying to make shit happen (without success) I started looking for a better way.
I was burned out, stressed out, and irritated as hell that my life didn’t fit the images I had up on my vision board.
I had read all the book, done all the programs, followed all the rules…and I still kept coming up short.
My “manifestor” felt broken (I literally couldn’t manifest worth a shit!) and I was tired of my day ending and feeling completely disappointed that more time had passed and I was still feeling unhappy.
I was keenly aware of my missed opportunities to witness the miracles that were available for me each day, but I couldn’t seem to release the dissatisfaction for what hadn’t manifested yet.
I was tired of feeling broken. I was tired of feeling bad. I was tired of trying to make things happen. I was tired of controlling things.
I just wanted to feel better.
My biggest struggle become my greatest gift.
I surrendered my desires, my life, and my plan to God. I decided that He was much more capable of making things work out, so I made it my mission to let Him guide my path.
I immediately started feeling better. My outlook on life felt more empowering.
I felt happy more often.
I was connected to my real Source of abundance and felt supported. I knew that there was nothing outside of me that would ever take my power away again. In that moment, I had it all.
I was finally free.
You can have this too.
If you’re exhausted from things not working out despite your struggle and effort to make things happen,
and even if you can manifest some things, it still feels like a control game that doesn’t satisfy you the way you thought it would,
it’s time to set yourself free!
The Universe wasn’t designed to give you a bunch of stuff so that you can be happy and feel magical for a moment until the next time you want something else.
The magic is within you.
And when you align with your magic as a channel for God to express His abundance through you, there is nothing more for you to do.
It is done through you.
Allowing is the new manifesting.
Leaning into God’s miraculous plan is the new goal setting.
Handing your worries, fear, and doubts over to God is the new controlling.
You get to be 𝔽𝕀ℕ𝔸𝕃𝕃𝕐 𝔽ℝ𝔼𝔼!
That’s exactly what I’m going to show you how to do!
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xoxo- I love you!
Lainna
by admin | Mar 9, 2020 | Uncategorized
I literally studied manifestation long enough that I could’ve had a masters degree on the subject, yet my life still wasn’t changing.
I knew what was possible, and I believed I could have it, but I was tired of trying so hard and not getting anywhere.
Over 3 years of manic manifesting, and losing my ass so bad I had to move back home with my parents at the age of 30, I felt like a total manifestation failure.
The thing that sucked the most was hearing story after story of people following the same goddamned processes I was and they were manifesting all the things!
I could teach this shit in my sleep I knew it so well, I could finish the sentences of people who taught it….but where were my results?
I hated feeling like shit all the time. I was miserable over the struggle and I just wanted things to change. I needed them to! I knew what was possible and I wasn’t going to give up!
I reached a point where I was so fucking fed up with feeling bad, I was so tired of things not working for me, I just gave up.
I decided that I just wanted to feel good. And I was completely surrendered to how that looked like for me.
I let go of my need for anything to look different before I allowed myself to feel good.
I did all the processes and exercises for the sake of feeling good (instead of trying to make shit happen).
I stopped judging my life and what hadn’t shown up yet and started going within and changing WHO I WAS BEING.
I started to generate the feelings that I desired to feel DESPITE WHAT WAS PHYSICALLY MANIFESTED YET. (and again, it was because I authentically wanted to feel those feelings. NOT because I wanted to make shit happen!)
I began to stop trying to control my outer world, and started controlling the only thing I ever had control over in the first place (my inner world: my responses to life, my perspective, and where I allowed my attention)
The first thing that happened is that I started to feel better.
I remember one day I called a friend feeling completely blissed out, telling her I finally get it! I seriously have everything I need to be happy and satisfied! Nothing needs to change. It’s all good!
I knew in that moment that this place of surrender was my place of power. I knew that everything I desired was available for me. I had complete faith that life was unfolding exactly as it was supposed to and all the things that I desired were a done deal to the Universe.
The reason why things had never worked out for me before was because I was trying to do it all by myself.
And I was putting so much meaning in the manifestation of my desires!
I wouldn’t allow myself to be happy until I got what I wanted.
I wouldn’t just hand things over to God, I had to control them myself.
Of course things weren’t working out for me!
If I stayed attached to the outer things, I would always be reaching for more.
And my soul was ready for expansion. Not limitation.
Not getting what I thought I wanted was exactly what I needed to catapult me into soul-evolution where I BECAME the person who already had it all.
And that is when the world started shifting before my eyes.
When I let go and BECAME my next level ME.
